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Free Verse: Joshua Mehigan

This article first appeared in the St. Louis Beacon, June 1, 2012 - Not many sonnets root for the drunks at homeless shelters, but more should. Though we might first think of the Renaissance painter, or maybe even the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle, the Raphael mentioned in the poem is most likely the archangel of healing in Judeo-Christian tradition. This poem first appeared in River Styx #87, the just-out new spring issue.

At the Men’s Mission by Joshua Mehigan

How many sons-of-bitches no one loves,

with long coats on in June and beards like nests—

guys no one touches without Latex gloves,

squirming with lice, themselves a bunch of pests,

their cheeks and noses pocked like grapefruit rind—

fellas with permanent shits and yellowish eyes

who, if they came to in the flowers to find

Raphael there, could not be otherwise—

have had to sit there listening to some twat

behind a plywood podium in the chapel

in a loose doorman suit the color of snot,

stock-still except his lips and Adam’s apple,

telling them how much Jesus loves the poor

before they got their bread and piece of floor?

Joshua Mehigan’s first book, The Optimist, was a finalist for the 2005 Los Angeles Times Book Prize. His poems have recently appeared in The New Republic and Poetry. In 2011, his essay “I Thought You Were a Poet,” on poetry and madness, won Poetry magazine’s Editors Award for best feature article of the year. He is a 2012 NEA fellow in poetry. 

To learn more about River Styx, click here. Richard Newman, River Styx editor for 15 years, is the author of two full-length poetry collections, "Borrowed Towns" and "Domestic Fugues." He also co-directs the River Styx at Duff's reading series.

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